Sometimes I drown into a pit,
Where I feel sorry I've missed many precious moments back at home ground.
The 21st birthdays,
Family weddings,
Friends tripping,
Late nights on the road and 'teh tarik halia'.

But also I love the memories here,
So much that letting go becomes harder each time,
Each time I take a step, a different path and as every second ticks away.
The joy,
The love and hate,
The passion,

The survival kit,
It's different all together.

Falling

The times have been tough.
Emotional trauma, bad days, overflowing thoughts.
They eat into us little by little.
You would've died by the time you realised you have lost your limbs.
Like parasites, they suck the life out of you.

Sadness and joy come and go.
They are probably mutually exclusive.
We won't know joy without having gone through sadness before.
Clusters of thoughts close the mind to alternatives.
Break it off slowly and you will find that light of hope.

Cry if you must.
Be a daredevil if you must.
Kick and scream if you must.
Listen to sad sappy songs if you must.

Hopefully it would wash away those sadness in your eyes,
Even if its just for a while.
As long as you are able to keep that flame of passion.
Because that is where the magic is.

We are still under the same sky
And that is where you will find those close to your heart.
When time passes, your life grows into something unexpected.

Beginnings are always hard but they eventually blossom into something beautiful,
slipping pass your consciousness.
Thoughts that hid a treasure yet to be found.
We move on, to live and seek life.
In the end,
Are you who you want to be?

For The Future FUTURE

I don't know whether to laugh or not.

Second attempt.

What were you in your past life?

You were ... an opium dealer.

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Third attempt.

What were you in your past life?

You were ... the guy Shakespeare REALLY ripped off.

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Do you see a pattern here?
In combination of all three...I'll REALLY be able to rule the world.
Now, anyone up to make that a reality please?

The Past

And this is significant...
For your future reference about the girl...

What were you in your past life?

You were ... the black plague.

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How?
I don't really know.
In a good way perhaps?
I think I can take over the world now. *insert evil chipmunk laugh*

Breathe

Sometimes we just need space to breathe.
Moments take our breath away but sometimes it fills up too much of the gaps in between.
When you take a deep breathe you know it'll slow things down,
Keep your heart at a pace,
And your brain muscles start to relax a little.
But you still feel the stress in your shoulders.

We start talking to the pitty patter of the rain at 3a.m.
Thoughts calm down.
The smell of water in the air breaks the tension.
It also breaks thoughts into segments of confusion.
Sometimes thoughts becomes too much of thinking, too much to say.

Life is moving all so fast,
You don't have time to stop and catch your breath.
You keep running, sprinting across the fields not knowing where is the finish line.
It's clearly....not visible no matter how fast, how swift, how skilled you're running towards a certain direction.
In the end, it is really about getting that gold medal or finishing the race?

How does it feel
And what does it mean
To be living the dream?

Discretion

How do you put overwhelming feelings into words?
Sometimes we can't and we do a gesture instead.
Whispering into another's ear.
A tight hug.
A phonecall.
Flowers.
Cards.

The expectations that run high on adrenalline.
The thrill from the roller-coaster ride.
The high from a colourful drug.
You can never get enough of it because you feel so damn good after that.
Like how life moves so fast, you can never keep up.

How changes sometimes become obstacles.
Obstacles of growth or set backs.
Could we ever gage the potential of the self?
Or maybe we should just take the advice of 'Do what you want' - OK GO.
Sometimes the wrong things may turn out to be right.

We just have to learn to breath, to take notice, to scream.
When frustration takes over, there is no going back.
When you're sleepy go forward with a cup of coffee.
When you're stuck in a traffic jam, try breaking some rules.
When you run out of ideas, make a self-made smoothie totally by impulse.
All alternatives have the good and the bad.

Avoidance will take you no where but leave you at the intersection.
Sitting on the open road, make a choice.
If you ended up in Vegas instead of New York, it isn't too bad to roll some dices.
Maybe get drunk and married for no apprent reason.

When the sun shines, soak it up.
When it rains, walk in it.
Uncertainty includes big risks - it could cost your life, it could change your world.
Certainty is similar.
The only difference?
You won't mind the setbacks. You go for it.
We are all ordinary but what we do with life makes us extraordinary.

Cinema night

There is something about pirates that I love.
The funny and witty Jack Sparrow especially. =)
The hillarious one liners.
Rock....*shoo!* [writer falls over]

Ahem.

It was a chilly night.
A dark foggy night.
Rain sprinkles.
A dashing guy in white collar.
Sweet words of expression.
Albeit goodnight.
Warm bed covers.
Late waking hours.