Sunday, November 05, 2006

The Drama

What do you do when a friend is in need but a thousand miles away?
You feel helpless because smileys and words will never help, unable to be there makes it worst.
You know you need to be there physically just so you can give a hug of comfort, words of love.
Sometimes you give the wrong advise, ask the wrong questions or being too direct.
Then, you end the conversation with virtual words of hugs and love, hoping that would be enough for now despite that sinking feeling you get after logging off.

What do you do when everything seems to be against you?
You feel cheated because the blueberry muffin tasted dry but sweet.
You didn't know that ice blended coffee melted to water in an instant and java chips ran out.
Then, you noticed that the food finally came after long minutes, that seemed like an hour, of waiting patiently.
Later, you know your stomach becomes a ball of fire when you ate too much of a good chili mix.

What do you do when exams start to creep up on you?
You feel you need a dose of comedy and a little Sex and the City.
You know it's temporary and chaos is on the way when the exam timetable smacks right in your face.
Then, you rush through everything like a bulldozer going through the highway.
Later, you faint from the smoke of burning assignments and your brain gets fried from excessive studying.

What do you do when everything goes in a spiral?
You feel that you need to let everything out like going for an exhausting run or shouting at the top of your lungs.
You know that no one can help you but yourself.
Then, you struggle to survive, to be the one of change.
Later, you realise that everyone actually has a support system and optimism is the temporary cure that may turn out to be the strongest strength you have despite how hard it is.

What do you do when you realise there is just too much drama in your life?
You feel you need to do the most insane things at 4am like having to drop by a friend's house to rip off John Mayer's album or even walking randomly in the park on a chilly morning.
You know you have friends that will cheer you on and stay with you all the way till the bitter end. Friends that will listen to your daily rants. Friends that turn out to be like family, one you can be confortable with. There isn't a need to impress but to bare all in times of distress.
Then, their jokes and actions that make you laugh till your stomach hurts, laughing and smiling like there is no tomorrow.
Later, you realise that life actually...isn't that bad.

2 Comments:

Blogger ksuan said...

I am really, really glad you didn't go out at 4 am. And no walking in parks at early hours. *roar*

Love you much hon. Sorry you had to go through a rough day yesterday.

Sunday, November 05, 2006 12:15:00 pm  
Blogger RawR!~ said...

Haha...yes I still had some sanity left. Or rather I know I'm going to be tied to the sofa with Family Guy playing over and over until my sanity RUNS OUT. =_="
And then there will be a big mob of "humans" coming after me. O_O
So I shall stay home. Its safer ;p

Love you too.*hugz* No worries about that. It just came all at once yesterday night/morning.

Sunday, November 05, 2006 2:03:00 pm  

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